I left London escorts about two years ago now to live with this man I had met on a night out. It was a bit of a spur of the moment decision, but at the time I felt that I wanted to have some time away from working at London escorts. He is a nice guy, but recently I have started to feel very trapped in our relationship, and I am not sure that I would like to be with him anymore. I really do miss working for London escorts and all of the fun I had with the rest of the girls.
Many of my former colleagues at London escorts say that they would love to have my lifestyles. Sure, it is nice, but I feel that I am stuck in a rut. The guy I am living with has plenty of money which is nice, but there is a big but here. When you have been with a guy like that for some time, you start to realise it is not all about the money, and I guess that is how I feel about our relationship. I had a lot of fun working for London escorts, and I would like to have that back again if I possibly can.
Naturally, there are some positives. The house that I live in is really nice and I don’t have to worry about anything. My partner knows that I am renting out my apartment but he lets me keep all of the money and he still gives me extra spending money. Some of the girls at London escorts say that I am really lucky as I don’t “want” for anything. And yes, my partner accepts the fact I used to work for a London escorts service and does not worry about it.
But I still feel that I am missing out on so many things. When we first met, our relationship was very passionate and I loved that. However, since then, we have ended up sitting in front of the TV at night. He loves to have hot chocolate and be in bed at 10 pm. That is not my kind of lifestyle and makes me miss the late night parties with London escorts even more. Maybe we have become one of those couples who has simply drifted apart and should go our separate ways.
I am not sure what to do. One part of me tells me to go back to London escorts and continue my glamorous lifestyle. Then another part of me tells me to stay put and wait it out. It could be that things will get better again. But then again, it could be just me. Could it be that I am expecting too much out of this relationship? I know that it is not the exciting lifestyle which I signed up for, but maybe we are not meant to be sipping champagne in bed all of the time. Making a decision whether to go or stay is one of the hardest things that I have ever had to do in my life.